wondered y?

so as i'm sitting here at home pondering life... and i was looking at the old pics and the diary i rote a year back...thot of sharing it here...

"Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart. If you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own, when you least expect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much for fear that the other person doesn't care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we're afraid, afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have been, or could have done..."we all take risk, we took them in the past we take them now and we will continue in the future."